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There's been times I felt like it, and times I wished I was. DeviantArt is full of some bad memories for me, and I'm considering my recovery as still shaky.
But hey! It has now been 15 months since I started RPing the Animated version of Starscream on Tumblr, and I'm almost up to 300 followers most of whom just sit and watch but ilu guys all the same, which utterly baffles me how I got so many.
Did you know it's only been 3 years since I found out what "Role Play" was? Huge mind frag, I know.
And 5 years since I put any significant effort into writing.
I've held down a job for a full year, defying all statistics for people sharing only one of my mental disorders. Toss the other two in and... I try to remind myself of this when I am down.
The last two years I've taken part-time classes, and so I have two more years to go. I'm really looking forward to this, as those in my major-year will have graduated, and I will be in a new batch of students.

Kittens have been born and cats have died, and my lovely lady [who's trying to get in my lap right now, she doesn't usually do that] had developed an aversion to hard food. She's spoiled rotten now, because it has to be a very specific brand and type. It has to be the pate', just because she had problems chewing the shreds/morsels, but she then wants Fancy Feast, and it should have cheese in it, preferentially the seafood & cheese, but chicken & cheese is the best thing ever. So I get woken up at random hours by an extremely affectionate queen. She knows how to get me out of bed and will lead me the whole way. "Okay, see? You sits up. Then you get these things off of you," *she pulls the blankets away* "and now... hey! You're not supposed to be lying back down! I'm gonna jump on you just because," and so on.

Oh, yeah. If someone wants a link to the blog, send me a message. I've put my fanfic on hold due to getting to know the character better, and have actually started rewriting the first few chapters ugh, does anyone enjoy looking at their very beginnings of writing? but that will take some doing.

The literally-over-10k Deviations and 2.5k Journals is very daunting, but I might just plain ignore those. No sense in needlessly stressing myself out.

My friends and family have been very supportive and it's rather scary to think of where I would be without that safety net. I know that eventually I will have to brave the tightrope-walk by myself, but that will come when I am ready. :meow: holycrap I forgot all the emotes and plz-accounts I used to use

Edit: Down to 5.1k deviations! :D
Trimmed out some of my Watches, like deleting old contacts from a phone is said to help with depression, aid in the "letting go" of people.
  • Mood: Sympathy
  • Listening to: Hopeless - Breaking Benjamin
  • Reading: The Martian - Andy Weir
  • Watching: TFA on my giant TV~
  • Eating: FRESH WARM HOMEMADE CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES
  • Drinking: some weird tea

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There's been times I felt like it, and times I wished I was. DeviantArt is full of some bad memories for me, and I'm considering my recovery as still shaky.
But hey! It has now been 15 months since I started RPing the Animated version of Starscream on Tumblr, and I'm almost up to 300 followers most of whom just sit and watch but ilu guys all the same, which utterly baffles me how I got so many.
Did you know it's only been 3 years since I found out what "Role Play" was? Huge mind frag, I know.
And 5 years since I put any significant effort into writing.
I've held down a job for a full year, defying all statistics for people sharing only one of my mental disorders. Toss the other two in and... I try to remind myself of this when I am down.
The last two years I've taken part-time classes, and so I have two more years to go. I'm really looking forward to this, as those in my major-year will have graduated, and I will be in a new batch of students.

Kittens have been born and cats have died, and my lovely lady [who's trying to get in my lap right now, she doesn't usually do that] had developed an aversion to hard food. She's spoiled rotten now, because it has to be a very specific brand and type. It has to be the pate', just because she had problems chewing the shreds/morsels, but she then wants Fancy Feast, and it should have cheese in it, preferentially the seafood & cheese, but chicken & cheese is the best thing ever. So I get woken up at random hours by an extremely affectionate queen. She knows how to get me out of bed and will lead me the whole way. "Okay, see? You sits up. Then you get these things off of you," *she pulls the blankets away* "and now... hey! You're not supposed to be lying back down! I'm gonna jump on you just because," and so on.

Oh, yeah. If someone wants a link to the blog, send me a message. I've put my fanfic on hold due to getting to know the character better, and have actually started rewriting the first few chapters ugh, does anyone enjoy looking at their very beginnings of writing? but that will take some doing.

The literally-over-10k Deviations and 2.5k Journals is very daunting, but I might just plain ignore those. No sense in needlessly stressing myself out.

My friends and family have been very supportive and it's rather scary to think of where I would be without that safety net. I know that eventually I will have to brave the tightrope-walk by myself, but that will come when I am ready. :meow: holycrap I forgot all the emotes and plz-accounts I used to use

Edit: Down to 5.1k deviations! :D
Trimmed out some of my Watches, like deleting old contacts from a phone is said to help with depression, aid in the "letting go" of people.
  • Mood: Sympathy
  • Listening to: Hopeless - Breaking Benjamin
  • Reading: The Martian - Andy Weir
  • Watching: TFA on my giant TV~
  • Eating: FRESH WARM HOMEMADE CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES
  • Drinking: some weird tea

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SkylerFarrier

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Hey, everyone! I have my own room now, so if you want to talk or RP or whatever, just come visit me in my chat.

Current Residence: My own wacky version of reality. Abandon sanity, all ye who enter here.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small/Medium
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Sanza
Shell of choice: Tulip Snail
Wallpaper of choice: Blue/Dragons
Skin of choice: pale white
Favourite cartoon character: Starscream (NOT Energon/Cybertron/Bay-verse!)
Personal Quote: "Look! A distraction!"
Other Quotes: "Caps lock? Ffff, I rape the shift key!" - Amayla Drake


Put this on your
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97% OF YOU WON'T POST THIS!!!! When Jesus died on the cross he was thinking of you! If you are one of the 3% who will stand up for him repost this. REMEMBER JESUS Our Loving Lord.

Jesus got nails in his hands and feet for you. put this on your page if you love God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit.
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:icondragonanimeparty:
DragonAnimeParty Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014   Digital Artist
dragonanimeparty.deviantart.co… Just in case DA doesn't notify you, I attempted to draw Gab. UwU
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Spectral-Aspen Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer

Hey Skyler,

Thanks for the :llama:!

(know this is a little late, but, hope you're family's had luck with the floor!)

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:iconwildwolfsangel:
wildwolfsangel Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Just so you know, this is Running switching accounts. Sorry for bothering you.
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:iconskylerfarrier:
SkylerFarrier Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
It's not a bother.
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Venom20XX Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013
Thanks for the faves.  I'm glad you like my work.  Go ahead and make comments on your favorite stuff so I know what I should draw more of.  Take care!
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ChimeraDragonfang Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2013
Thanks for the :+devwatch:!
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SkylerFarrier Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome, and thanks!
:P Also a merry Christmas to you.
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DecepticonDanceParty Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch!
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SkylerFarrier Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. :meow:
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DecepticonDanceParty Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:huggle: How are you?
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processormalfunction Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconblinkthanksllamaplz:
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SkylerFarrier Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're quite welcome. :iconhappymeowplz:
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Fruit-Sauvage Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav X)
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SkylerFarrier Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. :meow:
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AA-Artwork Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave! :D
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Topkicker26 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama! :D
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Fruit-Sauvage Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav ^^
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JediMasterK Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav:D
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SkylerFarrier Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. :la:
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Israel42 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey there Sky.. thought i pop in and ask how yah doing?
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